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#18

Who Are You?
By Kazz Falcon
 
Who are you?
I was the third person
Really?
Yeah, really!
I only see one of you
Come on
Look into my eyes
What do you see?
I only see one person
I was serious
Who are you?
You can't be a third person
Huh?
What about me, myself and I?
Do they count?
No, not really
They was still you
I wondered about you
You don't have to talk about you as the third person
You do have friends
No matter how bad things were, they will be there for you


Child Molester
By Kazz Falcon
Dedicated to Michael Jackson
  
The needed less fortunate children was an easy prey
They came from a broken homes and/or sick
I brought them happiness at Netherland
They trusted me; I gained their trust
They wanted to sleep over
The parents wouldn't mind at all
I let them to sleep with me
I don't find it that strange
Afterall, I was still a kid
I had lots of toys and fun things to do
What kid wouldn't want to spend time with me?
I was a real ife Peter Pan
No one will suspect a thing from me
We became so close in the friendship
Now, I was treated like a smooth criminal
Some kids accused me of molesting them
Really, their parents just want money from me
Why can't the press and the police see the extortion?
Everyone was in a uproar about me
I just can't be judge for being a child molester


True Calling
By Kazz Falcon
  
I was a small kid
I had a great desire to be a big star
Any kind of a star was fine by me
I loved to sing
I loved to act
I loved to be a performer
Everyone loves me
I loved the applauses from everyone
It made me to feel fabulous inside
As I got older, I lost interest in the biz
I lived that Hollywood life all my youth
It wasn't that exciting any more
I was so jaded by it
Performing wasn't in my heart any more
It wasn't fulfilling to me
I wanted a normal life
I was pulled in another different direction
I found something else I love to do
The art gallery fascinated me
I saw so many paintings
I loved the beauty of them
I can do marvelous paintings
It was something different from acting
Where in acting, it was someone else's world
I lived in their world of pictures
The paintings were my very own pictures
I created a brand new world for me
I saw life through something magical
The paintings made me alive again
I found my true calling
  

Jaded
By Kazz Falcon
  
That's what I became
Life wasn't the same
I got involved with drugs
I gave up on the hugs
Something got to give
I wanted to live
Drugs wasn't a good way
I wasn't that gay
Drugs was my extremely savor
I need a big favor
I ran out of money
Please give me some bucks, honey
I couldn't stop at all
It was my downfall
I don't care about my life
Drugs was like a knife
I can't live without it
I threw a hissy fit
If I can't find another dose
I won't be a pretty rose
My life was shaded
I was jaded
  

Empty
By Kazz Falcon
  
I felt empty
I should be happy
Life was just perfect
I had a good paying job
I had a wonderful car
I wore fancy clothes
I was engaged to a beautiful woman
Yet, I wasn't happy
Something was missing from my life
I couldn't put my finger on it
I came upon a place
A place I never been to
I felt a strange presence          
He took a strong hold of my inner being
I can't deny him
I let him in my life
I finally realized I was one with him
It was a breathtaking feeling to have
I was happy to the fullest
Life was much better for me
I wasn't feeling empty
  

Cold & Heartless
By Kazz Falcon
  
I don't gave a damn about people
The hate consumed my inner being
I ruined dreams, hopes and lives
Nobody had a chance
I seek out the weakness
I preyed on their fears
I became stronger
They felt miserable
I claimed they aren't good enough
Yes, the truth hurts
They believed my every word
I laughed behind their backs
Their tearful eyes gave me strength
I did a bang up job
I was quite pleased with myself
I had them where I want them
They were in my control
I put the fear of God in them
Who want to mess with the devil?
I was cold and heartless
  

Again
By Kazz Falcon
  
Why, oh, why?
I must be on drugs or something
I was such a fool
I took back my ex lover
He swore he wasn't a womanizer
His tears was very real
He was being sincere about his true feelings
He persuaded me to take him back
I really believed him
He regretted cheating on me
It was such a relieved
I was the only one for him
He promised he would never hurt me again
His love was my weakness
Yet, I still haven't learn my lesson
Sadly, he went back to his old ways
I caught him red handed
He was in our bed with two ladies
I thought he changed his ways
He fooled me all along
It was happening again
  

This House
By Kazz Falcon
  
This house I lived in
It was beautiful at first
Lots of love was there
It was comfortable and pleasant
Sunshine was in every room
Even where the sun couldn't reach
I was at peace
I had no problems
It was home sweet home
I could live here forever
Now, the house was dark and gloomy
I was concerned about my roomie
Something wasn't right
There was a large shadow over him
I didn't felt safe at all
I pestered him till he talk
He confessed he lost his job few months ago
He mentioned he had no other choice
I was confused about the last comment
He admitted the boss fired him
I wondered why
He wouldn't tell me why
Next few weeks, I noticed lots of people was showing up
Some of them came during the middle of the night
I realized drugs entered our home
My roomie decided to make fast money
He sold drugs at the house
I wasn't happy about it
This wasn't a home any more
It was home hell home
He ruined the sunshine in this house
  

Peace Of Mind
By Kazz Falcon
  
I can't concentrate
I had lots of thing going at one
I was busy with my job
I had a full house
I took care of my sick mother
It was a full plate
I don't have time for myself
Life was non stop
Life tired me out on daily basics
I had a hard time to fall asleep
Things was on my mind
Everything was taking a toll on me
I felt beaten each passing day
I recently heard about meditation
I checked it out at a Buddhist place
It was quite refreshing
The distractions disappeared
The troubles was lifted of my shoulders
It soothes my mind
I sat on the cushion and close my eyes
I won't even think about anything
Not even a thought
Not a thing at all
My mind was free as long I want
Meditation changed my life
I meditation every night for 30 minutes
I became a better person
I fell asleep easily
I appreciated life more often
My love grown for everything
My life settled down
I don't have a worry in the world
I don't let things get to me
I had a peace of mind
  

The Outcast
By Kazz Falcon
  
People looked at me different
I did something drastic few years ago
I tried to kill my lover's wife
I shot her in the head
She survived the shooting
I was in prison for seven long years
I wasn't the same person any more
I grown a lot since then
All was forgiven
I can't get a decent break
No one will hire me
I was still being judged for the crime
Why can't they leave it in the past?
  

Empty Words
By Kazz Falcon

"I'm sorry"
I know I kept on making mistakes.
Please forgive me for the upteenth time
I would never ever do it again
I promised you with all my heart.
I would remain faithful
I won't turn the other cheek
"I'm sorry"
I hoped you believe me this time
I really hope so
You have more faith in our love
Please forgive me
I am counting on yr faith to get us through
I won't count out our love again
"I'm sorry"
I would do anything
I would stop seeing her
I would erase her from my mind
I would move out of town with you
I would tear up her phone number
"I'm sorry"
I am begging for another chance
I just can't live without you
I know I made so many mistakes
I can't see my life without you
You are the one for me
Please, pretty please take me serious
Please believe me
Please trust me
Please forgive me
Look at my tears
They are as real as "I'm sorry."


Just A Fool In Love
By Kazz Falcon
  
I thought I found true love
Micky took my heart by surprise
We didn’t expect to be in a relationship
We were searching for something else
We did our own thing at the club
We dated for a while
Lately, I became the second’s best
I had no ideal why
I believed he really like me
Instead, he was more interest in his true love
I couldn’t compete with it
Most times, I ended up being alone more
I wanted so much to be with him
He called me to come over to my place
I put my day on hold
I just wanted to be with him
Sometimes, he stood me up
I became sad
He was with his true love
I didn’t like it at all
Yet, I continued to waste my time on his love
Why can’t I be in love with a real boyfriend?
Maybe, I was just a fool in love
  

To Die In My Sleep
By Kazz Falcon

A hit man sounded fabulous to end a life.
I need to go after what I want in life.
I was grateful that I could accomplish my dreams.
I could go far in life with no troubles at all.
It serves me great poetic justice!
The police couldn't do a damn thing.
No man would ever stop me.
As long I play my cards right, it was a DONE DEAL!
Till death do us apart, I was dead to the world.
Yet, death was clinging on to dear life.
Whereas I escaped to the darkness in my sleep.
Not knowing that I would ever wake up again.
Dying was the end of things.
The darkness was my comfort.
It was my shield from the troubles.
I won't have to face the pain.
I wasn't afraid.
I embraced death.
What a peaceful way to end things.
I rejoiced that I accomplish one thing I always live for.
To die in my sleep.
  

I Got To  Wonder...
By Kazz Falcon

He wouldn't give me that much effection
He wouldn't hold hands
He wouldn't kiss me
He wouldn't look in my eyes
He wouldn't hold me in his arms
He wouldn't sleep with me
He wouldn't talk to me
He wouldn't come home
Things was fabulous in the beginning
Lately, he gave me the cold shoulder
I tried to talk to him
He just walk away from me
We hardly have any fights
It couldn't be me
I got to wonder...
It is really me?
Doesn't he find me attraction?
Doesn't he find me beautiful?
Doesn't he find me smart?
Doesn't he find me funny
Doesn't he find me positive?
Doesn't he find me truthworthy
I got to wonder...
I thought we would enjoy our lives
I thought we would be in love forever
I thought we would conquer anything
I thought we would face our troubles
I thought we would grow old together
What happened to us?
I got to wonder...
  

Scandalous Past
By Kazz Falcon

I was the main character
The scandal was the plot in the story.
The world was my stage.
I was planning for my big debut in hollywood.
The other people was the supporting cast and extras.
My friends would do the bidding for me without knowing it.
How would they take it?? - too scandalous or just expressing myself.
They could make me or break me.
I must be careful how far I take it to the World's stage.


Just A Fool In Love
By Kazz Falcon
  
I thought I found true love
Micky took my heart by surprise
We didn’t expect to be in a relationship
We were searching for something else
We did our own thing at the club
We dated for a while
Lately, I became the second’s best
I had no ideal why
I believed he really like me
Instead, he was more interest in his true love
I couldn’t compete with it
Most times, I ended up being alone more
I wanted so much to be with him
He called me to come over to my place
I put my day on hold
I just wanted to be with him
Sometimes, he stood me up
I became sad
He was with his true love
I didn’t like it at all
Yet, I continued to waste my time on his love
Why can’t I be in love with a real boyfriend?
Maybe, I was just a fool in love
  

What's In The Pic?
By Kazz Falcon

For some, it was different things.  
On the web, it's a completely different ball game.  
It would be nice to see who is on the other end of the computer screen.  
I really don't care.  
I was more interest of being friends.  
Friends comes in all shapes, sizes, types and color!
Does it really matter what the person look like.?  
If it does, you won't have many friends to begin with.
I was constantly tired of people for asking for my pic!  
Since the web was out of this world, I was an alien!  
Just like my phone number, I won't give it out.
If you don't like it, it was YOUR PROBLEM!  
If you're looking for something else, bye bye!  
Take it or leave it!
Thanx for seeing the alien in me!
  

Mother's Milk
By Kazz Falcon

I can't seem to speak
I was too weak
my mind was bleak

I can't get up
I lost my grip on the cup
I whimpered like a pup

I saw a nipple in the nude
I was in the mood
I crawled to the food

I was glad that I wasn't alone
the mother's milk wasn't a loan
for the puppies, it was our cornerstone


Controversial Poet  
By Kazz Falcon
 
My poems brought out the anger in some people
They hated the poems very much
They really despised me a lot
They wanted to scratch my eyes out
They believed I could do such a thing
Murder, drugging, rape, prostitute, and other awful things
I wasn't that kind of a person
I was a sweet, friendly, nice, loving, peaceful person
I wasn't a sick person like some people claimed
They wondered if I had any morals
Yes, I had good morals I lived by every day
Writing about something does not mean I did it
Nor I had the desire to do those awful things
I don't go out and kill people
I had no reason to
I let bygones by bygones
They were hostile toward me
I had to expect that
But I won't back down from them
They way I see it, they don't like the world we lived in
Death, gangs, murder, war and etc
Therefore, they lashed out at me
Not all poems they will love
That was fine by me
I was portraying REAL LIFE in my poems
They don't like what they see in the world
Who doesn't?
There were bad things in the media, movies, TV and real life
Some people praised TV shows and movies for being REAL
Yet, they criticized me for being too real
It wasn't fair to me at all
I felt like I was Jesus Christ
They crucified me on the cross
Jesus represents the truth, just like me
My truth was the reality we lived in
They can't complain about my poems
Now, you know what I was really about
I wasn't ashamed of my poems
I had no reason to feel guilty about
I said my peace
I was a somewhat controversial poet


Copyright 2005 Kazz Falcon

I have the spirit of an alien.
I need to find my own kind.
I must shed off the dreadful human skin.
It is very uncomfortable.